Lately ..... I found myself that I started to addict to internet and manga again

so I haven't draw anything in the past few day .

It's a big common problem I guess .


My favorite type of manga is " Romantic love " , like .... girlish manga

still I never been in love with anyone before ......

sometimes I have a good feeling for someone but it's not " love "

so I am wondering what is " love " ...... sigh


Now that I think about an experience that I never meet before .....

I never have " Nose Bleed " LOL !!


but yet my bone cracked for 6 times already , The latest cracked is

on my right knee ..... around my .... ( I don't know what it's called )

but it's an important tendon part inside " Knee "


Doctor said I will not be able to play various type of sport ever again .....

like " Martial art " , " Football " , Basketball " , " Swimming "

or even just running in high speed


hmm it's kinda a horrible truth though , Because I like to practiced

Tae-Kwon-Do and Muay Thai a lot but I can't do it anymore ..............


( This latest cracked is happened when I practiced fighting
with my Tae-Kwon-Do teacher .... it's an accident when I used " Turning High Jump Kick "
and I landed down in a wrong pattern so my knee cracked .......

that is when I really understand what " Psysical pain " is. My tear came out even I am trying
to control it and it hurt so much that I can't shout or say something to ask my teacher for help
after that I can't straight my right leg for a couple weeks , sigh )



After thinking about those things while standing and watch a petal flower flowing

by the path of wind ....... I realized that I am still young and have a long way to go .